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Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Brand New... Who???

I haven’t written about this person since the beginning of this blog. I think I refer to him as “SexyLips” so we’re going to stick with that name.


We had this arrangement, “meetings” is what we called them lol. This happened all of 2009… fell off a little during the summer because of not being in school but a whole year of unattached sex. It’s a beautiful thing…

Some females don’t how to fuck buddies. We get emotional attached to the sex and then the person. Thinking that if we give the BEST SEX HE HAS EVER HAD… then he would commit. [[I only say “we” because I’m a female too… but I never been that type of female]] Bitches get over yourself!!!!



Back to what I was talking about…

So like my first post of the new year I said I didn’t make any new years resolution… but I don’t want to continue to fuck SexyLips [[at least not today or this week]]. See me when I’m drunk and horny then things might be different.

Right now I’m not looking for Mr. Right Now (more like Mr. Put It Down…if you know what I mean) He was annoying the other night… kept texting about a meeting. When I turned it down this fool had the nerve to say I’m acting brand new. The only reason it made me upset is because I told him before we left for break that this will be our last meeting [[said it twice but the last time we made sure to go out with a bang]]



I’m honestly about to make a trip to Hustler and purchase a couple of items to help me through those hard nights….I have no problem taking care of business when necessary. He put it down occasionally but didn’t satisfy ALL my needs in the bedroom… You HAVE to love the taste of womanhood lol R.Kelly has the PERFECT song on his new album Untitled called “Go Low”…exactly what I need in my life


Let’s see how long I can avoid a late night meeting with SexyLips



Until then…



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For the first time in MONTHS I went to the gym. Honestly I HATE working out… the pain and definitely the sweating.



Sidebar: As a black woman, it’s hard to work out and not sweat out my perm. This is the only time I wish I could be a white girl. They can work out, go swimming, and whatever else and don’t have to worry about how their hair will turn out. All they have to do is wash and go. Bitch I wish I could do that!!!! It’s bad enough I already need a relaxer so I guess I will be rockin some type of a hat tomorrow.



Working out is not a habit of mines. I’m not lazy. I’m not fat. I could lose a couple of pounds. I just wish I could find a solution with my hair. That’s basically the only thing that is stopping me from attending the gym.



I’m helping my friend prepare for her wedding next year. So if she needs a work out buddy then I’m there. Knowing myself… I give me a month and I’m going to start giving excuses why I can’t meet her at the gym lol. She’s mixed so she has the wash-and-go hair. She doesn’t understand my dilemma.



If I want to keep my cute little figure then I need to maintain my weight, tone this beautiful body, and eat healthier. Right now I weight 168 [[170 on a good day]] so my goal is 10 pounds by the end of the semester. Let’s pray that I can continue with this workout plan.

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Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Brand New... Who???

I haven’t written about this person since the beginning of this blog. I think I refer to him as “SexyLips” so we’re going to stick with that name.


We had this arrangement, “meetings” is what we called them lol. This happened all of 2009… fell off a little during the summer because of not being in school but a whole year of unattached sex. It’s a beautiful thing…

Some females don’t how to fuck buddies. We get emotional attached to the sex and then the person. Thinking that if we give the BEST SEX HE HAS EVER HAD… then he would commit. [[I only say “we” because I’m a female too… but I never been that type of female]] Bitches get over yourself!!!!



Back to what I was talking about…

So like my first post of the new year I said I didn’t make any new years resolution… but I don’t want to continue to fuck SexyLips [[at least not today or this week]]. See me when I’m drunk and horny then things might be different.

Right now I’m not looking for Mr. Right Now (more like Mr. Put It Down…if you know what I mean) He was annoying the other night… kept texting about a meeting. When I turned it down this fool had the nerve to say I’m acting brand new. The only reason it made me upset is because I told him before we left for break that this will be our last meeting [[said it twice but the last time we made sure to go out with a bang]]



I’m honestly about to make a trip to Hustler and purchase a couple of items to help me through those hard nights….I have no problem taking care of business when necessary. He put it down occasionally but didn’t satisfy ALL my needs in the bedroom… You HAVE to love the taste of womanhood lol R.Kelly has the PERFECT song on his new album Untitled called “Go Low”…exactly what I need in my life


Let’s see how long I can avoid a late night meeting with SexyLips



Until then…



------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

For the first time in MONTHS I went to the gym. Honestly I HATE working out… the pain and definitely the sweating.



Sidebar: As a black woman, it’s hard to work out and not sweat out my perm. This is the only time I wish I could be a white girl. They can work out, go swimming, and whatever else and don’t have to worry about how their hair will turn out. All they have to do is wash and go. Bitch I wish I could do that!!!! It’s bad enough I already need a relaxer so I guess I will be rockin some type of a hat tomorrow.



Working out is not a habit of mines. I’m not lazy. I’m not fat. I could lose a couple of pounds. I just wish I could find a solution with my hair. That’s basically the only thing that is stopping me from attending the gym.



I’m helping my friend prepare for her wedding next year. So if she needs a work out buddy then I’m there. Knowing myself… I give me a month and I’m going to start giving excuses why I can’t meet her at the gym lol. She’s mixed so she has the wash-and-go hair. She doesn’t understand my dilemma.



If I want to keep my cute little figure then I need to maintain my weight, tone this beautiful body, and eat healthier. Right now I weight 168 [[170 on a good day]] so my goal is 10 pounds by the end of the semester. Let’s pray that I can continue with this workout plan.

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