There are some things that I wanted to get off my chest....
The other day my roommate asked me did I believe in soulmates. My initial response was no but as I as I took a deeper look into what a soul mate was…I realized that I might have let my soulmate go.
My first love.
If he was my soulmate than that means we were meant to be together and God will work accordingly.
I know that you will never truly get over your first love but I still have the admiration for him. He will always hold a special place in my heart.
As I sit here and listen to songs on my itunes…. This song describes how I feel about him. It’s Anthony Hamilton “Her Heart”…I think of it from a females perspective.
No matter where my life takes me and how far a part we grow, I will always love this man. Even though the good, the bad, the ugly, and the beautiful. I want him back in my life. At least that's what I'm feeling now.
My heart will not let him go. It just won’t let me lose him. I just can’t say goodbye.
Love is nothing to play with. It can either hurt like hell or bring you so much joy. I want the joy of love back. I don’t give my heart out to anyone. I need someone who I feel like can handle me and no matter what will always love me the same and let that love grow (rather than fade).
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My happiness is a gift that I give myself each and everyday.
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Sometimes SEX is just that….SEX.
Nothing more and nothing less so why do females like to put too much thought into it?
Funny thing is… when it comes to SEX, I’m just like a dude. IF (and only if) its just sex then I don’t need sweet talk, the cuddle afterwards, or the phone call the next day. At that moment, we know what we were doing. If you wasn’t doing all those special things before then I do not expect you to do them after you have seen me naked.
Some females do not get that. Females think that if a guy has sex with you then that means he wants to take things to the next level… you should have asked that question before you dropped your panties.
Like myself, if I’m horny and I’m feeling/like a dude, and I feel like he can handle having sex with me then I’m going to take my chances. There are some dudes that think that if you have sex with them that it means something else. It all depends on the situation.
A close friend made me feel like I was wrong for having SEX with this dude aka SexyLips that I was feelin… so during a truth-or-dare game….she dare me to ask him out on a date. I did as part of the game but it was awkward because it was changing the dynamics of the friendship SexyLips and I had.
It’s whatever….because it was just SEX. He can think whatever he wants but I know what is up.
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I need a taste of fresh air....
Sunday, February 1, 2009
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Sunday, February 1, 2009
A Taste of Fresh Air...
There are some things that I wanted to get off my chest....
The other day my roommate asked me did I believe in soulmates. My initial response was no but as I as I took a deeper look into what a soul mate was…I realized that I might have let my soulmate go.
My first love.
If he was my soulmate than that means we were meant to be together and God will work accordingly.
I know that you will never truly get over your first love but I still have the admiration for him. He will always hold a special place in my heart.
As I sit here and listen to songs on my itunes…. This song describes how I feel about him. It’s Anthony Hamilton “Her Heart”…I think of it from a females perspective.
No matter where my life takes me and how far a part we grow, I will always love this man. Even though the good, the bad, the ugly, and the beautiful. I want him back in my life. At least that's what I'm feeling now.
My heart will not let him go. It just won’t let me lose him. I just can’t say goodbye.
Love is nothing to play with. It can either hurt like hell or bring you so much joy. I want the joy of love back. I don’t give my heart out to anyone. I need someone who I feel like can handle me and no matter what will always love me the same and let that love grow (rather than fade).
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
My happiness is a gift that I give myself each and everyday.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Sometimes SEX is just that….SEX.
Nothing more and nothing less so why do females like to put too much thought into it?
Funny thing is… when it comes to SEX, I’m just like a dude. IF (and only if) its just sex then I don’t need sweet talk, the cuddle afterwards, or the phone call the next day. At that moment, we know what we were doing. If you wasn’t doing all those special things before then I do not expect you to do them after you have seen me naked.
Some females do not get that. Females think that if a guy has sex with you then that means he wants to take things to the next level… you should have asked that question before you dropped your panties.
Like myself, if I’m horny and I’m feeling/like a dude, and I feel like he can handle having sex with me then I’m going to take my chances. There are some dudes that think that if you have sex with them that it means something else. It all depends on the situation.
A close friend made me feel like I was wrong for having SEX with this dude aka SexyLips that I was feelin… so during a truth-or-dare game….she dare me to ask him out on a date. I did as part of the game but it was awkward because it was changing the dynamics of the friendship SexyLips and I had.
It’s whatever….because it was just SEX. He can think whatever he wants but I know what is up.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I need a taste of fresh air....
The other day my roommate asked me did I believe in soulmates. My initial response was no but as I as I took a deeper look into what a soul mate was…I realized that I might have let my soulmate go.
My first love.
If he was my soulmate than that means we were meant to be together and God will work accordingly.
I know that you will never truly get over your first love but I still have the admiration for him. He will always hold a special place in my heart.
As I sit here and listen to songs on my itunes…. This song describes how I feel about him. It’s Anthony Hamilton “Her Heart”…I think of it from a females perspective.
No matter where my life takes me and how far a part we grow, I will always love this man. Even though the good, the bad, the ugly, and the beautiful. I want him back in my life. At least that's what I'm feeling now.
My heart will not let him go. It just won’t let me lose him. I just can’t say goodbye.
Love is nothing to play with. It can either hurt like hell or bring you so much joy. I want the joy of love back. I don’t give my heart out to anyone. I need someone who I feel like can handle me and no matter what will always love me the same and let that love grow (rather than fade).
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
My happiness is a gift that I give myself each and everyday.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Sometimes SEX is just that….SEX.
Nothing more and nothing less so why do females like to put too much thought into it?
Funny thing is… when it comes to SEX, I’m just like a dude. IF (and only if) its just sex then I don’t need sweet talk, the cuddle afterwards, or the phone call the next day. At that moment, we know what we were doing. If you wasn’t doing all those special things before then I do not expect you to do them after you have seen me naked.
Some females do not get that. Females think that if a guy has sex with you then that means he wants to take things to the next level… you should have asked that question before you dropped your panties.
Like myself, if I’m horny and I’m feeling/like a dude, and I feel like he can handle having sex with me then I’m going to take my chances. There are some dudes that think that if you have sex with them that it means something else. It all depends on the situation.
A close friend made me feel like I was wrong for having SEX with this dude aka SexyLips that I was feelin… so during a truth-or-dare game….she dare me to ask him out on a date. I did as part of the game but it was awkward because it was changing the dynamics of the friendship SexyLips and I had.
It’s whatever….because it was just SEX. He can think whatever he wants but I know what is up.
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I need a taste of fresh air....
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