Don't get me wrong...I'm so happy for my sister. We spent the weekend together, celebrating her achievement. We had a small gathering at the parents house...friends and family came to show support and love.It was fun times...lots of pictures and videos lol
My sister is not the type of person to stay in one place for too long...I'm used to that. It's just sad that she is leaving...I know she will be back. Or at least I think she will.
This day may me realize that Saturday might have been the last time...all the girls will be together until whenever???
This is my last year in college...my sister is going away for grad school...who knows what the future holds. I know one day I will see her again...maybe Thanksgiving or Christmas. I wonder about after the holidays... my graduation (I know she better be there REGARDLESS)
I'm reflecting on my life and the lives of those around me... The girls (NeNe, MoMo, Princess, Devin, and OF course me) are turning into WOMEN...not young women but we're growing up and growing apart.
I know for the longest...it has always been NeNe, MoMo, and Qui Qui... now the pack is going separate ways.
There will be times that we will get together and it seems as if time as stood still...but at this very moment I cherish every birthday, every fight, every disagreement, every piece of clothing that was "borrowed" and never returned, and every moment that was shared between all three of us or just the two of us.
The old saying is so true for the three of us... Good friends are hard to find. Yes, these beautiful, intelligent, outgoing, silly, smartass, head strong, and every other qualities that they embodied are my closest friends and my family.
To my sister, I miss you already and you just left. I'm so blessed to have you as my sister. The times where I wanted to kill you for getting on my nerves or saying something smart. You always told me what I NEEDED to hear rather than tell me what I wanted to hear. Thank you for being honest with me... I couldn't ask for a better friend then you. You have always been there for me...through the good,the bad, and the ugly. I hope that we continue to be as close as we are even with all the miles between us. I'm getting teary eye by writing this...I want you to know..I LOVE YOU!!! You can always depend on me...whatever I have or whatever I accomplish is yours. THANK YOU FOR BEING MY BEST FRIEND AND A WONDERFUL SISTER!!!
This is something I had to get off my chest...I'm the type of person who holds my feelings inside. But for my sister, I will do anything.
